Friday, January 22, 2010

Naturally me..=)


Review back once said that you need to be urself before u act on other character..well,kinda wicked wen life do provide ways for us to be something we wish we'rent...

haha..its been long time i didn't write..and i guess new year resolution me starting my new plans and needs in sense that i bought a new phone, a new way to take pics...and by the end its like still ending up wonder how not to fail in life..well in this moment i m ME..the naturally me.

now listening to techno a bit...arggghhh..me insanite motion now...ahahaha=D...bought few new things..luv them..TODDLES!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Love EggNog ^_^




have u ever felt when both eggs combine and make a good tasteful egg for u..thats wat been happen to me...wish this fragile egg of my heart stay strong forever and never being broken.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Bulan Baru or New Moon?which is sound better...


haha..u noe something..i didn't plan anything on today's wherebout and where should i be going today..at least where i noe..i let my days goes by me and i follow it..'Caching' they say..we'll i dunno wats it meant but it's sound catchy...haha,today was a funny and suprisely i have fun today n in matter affect that i like the flow of my day today..but i end up tragic event where my Sony Phone broke down and im furiously silently frustated..in sense that..i wan my phone to be norrrrmaaalll please..haiya,why should u broke down on the time i really dun have the budget to buy a new phone or even fix it...haish.


but saw it oredy,the second saga of Twilight..'New Moon'..okey,okey la the movie..still make me hanging what would Edward Cullen do in this situation that Bella Swan wanna be a various vamps in the next movie...haha,but seriously according to books..its running away from the real content of the fiction of the book..so this movie not so thrilling as the first one...hihi..so bet it..i saw it and its a satisfactory that i did saw it and enjoy my day today eventhough i suffered some pinches from someone..give me some bruises..=)


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Its Upper Age(+21)..ahaha..juz for fun.!

imagine that when u see a bunch of guys standing on the line of the frontline wearing color helmet n without wearing clothes...hahaha..taken this pics for fun...:P

I miss eating waffles during exam...n_n


it's was a surprise moment during exam really bring the headache out of me for a week,despite it all truly myself suppressing my head n mind to the ground i think...
lots of moment i think i needed to despair cause a lot of times..i think..n think..n think until to much that i though im the one who did it wrong but exactly in sense i see that someone is does even like me from the first place...urrmm..what a shame eventually that time i noe who that person for best way just follow my life n forget this nonsense away from my life..instead this exam time..this food being a friend to my moody day...this food below...




well this is my waffles,pick up the brand new appetite during exam..its make me calm n not stress after eating it...ummmeey..Chocolate waffles...ahaha



but during the exams nite goin by..i discover something the middle of the evening around 6:06 p.m...the weather of Miri..in my certified that i really cant believe it that the temperature is cold n its doesn't have the breeze or wind...and the sky projected a orange enviroment and supposely it became quite all sudden where the place where i pass by always become quite..its strange and scary..ahaha..serious feeling but yup,it happen not all sudden..i capture dz during that time..its supposely still bright but that evening it became orange...ahaha..strange!!@.@...


Saturday, November 14, 2009

To die or to cry..can't use both....:(



hello bloggy..and anyone out ther..mysteriously i should be happy and in sense that im getting commonly approach by greatness that God given me this past years... unsuspectingly through this few weeks,it was very disturbing when the college wanted me to pay my final semester final fees..dats mean i finish paying the sums of money..in another factor..i going to graduate in middle of next year..this is something unusual to say but suddenly brought by the appreciativeness of it..Goin to back back to Sabah soon..actually i getting bored in Miri oredy now... :|..yup,life is dull.

imagine my last semester in this college..its around next year.

okie jump to the conclusion of the title to die or to cried..well,seriously was unsuspected i seing a husband violating to abuse his wife in front of me and threaten me with asking me still want to stay in the house or not,in fact the rent oredy paid and say dat SHIT THING to me You though say a dummie ka...hurrmmm..serious matter,of why i just when back from my daily youth meeting in EYM (El-Shaddai Youth Ministry)..decide to come back early and in fact God made me see something that inappropriate for me to face..because he is fighting his wife in the car, and putting her wife outside the house by locking the front door,when i came back i discover she is sleeping in the car..well,its was raining..but HELL its not light rain, MAN have some compassion lah bha with the wife sitting outside the rainy heavily like beggar asking for money under the BRIDGE,its kind of really insane to see when the husband approach the door,and the wife trying to get in,she struggle to get in, and they start to quarrel and strangling in front of me,their body keep on hitting the door..they were like two professional wrestler in the anywhere falls match in WWE like i always watch in the DVD's i bought..in the moment of struggling, the wife requested me to call the authorities,i guess the cops she means,but the INHUMANE IGNORANT HUSBAND threaten me if i wanted to stay,try to call the cops..he make sure i will be the same fate as his wife..well,i that moment tragically i cant make a proper decision either to save myself and mind my own business or even just save my real owner dat is the wife..in decent time,the husband ask me quickly want to come in,so i take a decision to get in, and his wife told me that i will find another places to rent..by then it was like WTH !..i need to move out by the end of the month..its really not fair...that time when i really want to moved out,cause i noe this would happen again...so i say again, should i die or to cry for the inhumane tragedy happen to the wife who still sitting outside the door,either to help or to save my life...God i noe this not a good way,but seriously i have to take the path i have to be who i am,and become the HERO.


Saturday, November 7, 2009

Never imagined..wink.wink!!



really undiscovered that what i saw in this movie...is very frightening especially the adopt child is a grown up...OM....i really cant believed when i saw Orphan : Something wrong with Esther.



well there more movie i saw during my baby(cute laptop) was on repairment...

G-Force..nice

funny bout also scary

and the champ is here.....bye2 Randy Orton..ur not fit to become champion....



Its U i discover.....=)


through las night was something obviously exciting for me...real unsuspected i already felt that i fallen in sceptically fall for U(not her Real Name)....in sense that u have make me smile this few days and thinking bout it i discovered that maybe U r the one who been sent by God to make me happy...Dear2..mitch You...dun tell u but u have make me ur truly rated prize in this life n ur worthiness in my life i have discover...i haven't say i love u but i know ur surely the one that i have searching for now...For u i sitting down here dripping down words for u..to say my first attempt for U...to say i wan U......XOXO..toddles wif LOve..

Friday, November 6, 2009

U FOUND ME....:)..make me smile...


huhu..i realize something more useful than being here alone..God plan something i didn't discover since last year..i did this most ignorance towards this matter where i didn't know that discovery is the confession what been lying in h**'s heart...without releasing the motion matter towards the most i didn't did this most years in Miri..is to SMILE....hehe..it hard for me to smile this past years...but now i noe wat to see in my life...is You..DeaR2=)


Monday, November 2, 2009

Kenapa Bha..??

Bha.Bha.Bha....ahahaha now then..its been long.long time i didn't write down my sadness n depressions..hmmmm..guessing not in the mood i think...well.well...how should i start with this...

well,its started with my baby gets sick cause by motherboards problem..n now i have to spend my whole weeks till exam time without my baby by my side..still under repair still...hrrrrr....cause me sick.sick.sick...lama.lama jadi gila oredy me...haiyo...well dz time im kinda stress out a bit coz...i stil hav 27 days left till going back home..so day oh day..please changes as fast as u can..cause i cant stand sitting here without any happiness around me...:(

despite now im currently subjective with chasing up each and every assignment here in this college lab..huh.huh...really exhausted coz i dun feel fine instead by then i think of taking a full rest of my confusing life rite now...Dear God u hear me help me out of this mindfreak misery...please..by then u sent me an angel few days ago....n im coming back to the heart of ur precious one..=D